“I fled Him, down the
nights and down the days,
I fled Him, down the
arches of the years;
I fled Him, down the labyrinthine
ways
Of my own mind; and
in the midst of tears
I hid from Him, and
under running laughter.
Up vistaed hopes I
sped
And shot,
precipitated
Adown Titanic glooms
of chasmed fears
From those strong
Feet that followed, followed after.
But with unhurrying
chase
And unperturbed pace,
Deliberate speed,
majestic instancy,
They beat – and a
Voice beat
More instant than the
Feet –
‘All things betray
thee, who betrayest Me.’
This is the beginning of The
Hound of Heaven, a famous poem written by Francis Thompson. The
Hound of Heaven talks of God’s persistent pursuit of people, His continual
presence as they try to fill their needs and desires with other things (only to
find emptiness), and the sound of His footsteps as He patiently follows behind.
Thompson knew about the emptiness of pleasure-seeking. He wrote this poem while living as a
match-selling homeless man on the streets of London. The address that he gave magazine editors to
whom he sent his poems was the location of chemist’s shop where Thompson fed
his opium addiction.*
I read this poem in full this week – and then listened to Richard Burton read it. (Because somehow British
accents make it that much better :)). And I was struck by a few lines especially.
I pleaded,
outlaw-wise,
By many a hearted
casement, curtained red,
Trellised with
intertwining charities;
(For, though I knew His love Who followed,
Yet was I sore adread,
Lest, having Him, I must have naught beside.)
Do I really think that if I give all to Jesus, that I come
out with less in the end?
But that’s what the world tells me.
And Thompson goes on to talk of various pleasures,
repeatedly coming back to the lines:
“Still with unhurrying chase,
And unperturbed pace,
Deliberate speed, majestic instancy,
Came on the following Feet,
And a Voice above
their beat -
‘Naught shelters thee, who will not shelter Me….’
‘Naught shelters thee, who will not shelter Me….’
“Naught contents
thee, who contents not Me….’
Thompson looks around at his life at one point and says,
I stand amidst the
dust o’ the mounded years –
My mangled youth lies
dead beneath the heap…
And still the Hound of Heaven pursues. And know what I LOVE about this poem? In it, Thompson doesn’t describe God as
someone who will sugarcoat our condition.
(Don’t you hate it when people pretend things aren’t as bad as they really
are? Or when they tell us we’re something
we know we aren’t?)
And although God sees that we are the “dingiest clot” of
clay…and truly unworthy of love…He continues to pursue us. Isn’t that BEAUTIFUL?
'Strange, piteous,
futile thing!
Wherefore should any
set Thee love apart?
Seeing none, but I
makes much of naught’ (He said),
‘And human love needs
human meriting;
How has thou merited –
Of all man’s clotted
clay the dingiest clot?
Alack, thou knowest not
How little worthy of any love thou art!
Whom wilt thou find to love ignoble thee,
Save Me, save only Me?
All which I took from thee I did but take,
Not for thy harms,
But just that thou might’st seek it in my arms.
All which thy child’s mistake
Fancies as lost, I have stored for thee at home.
Rise, clasp My hand, and come!’
That, my friends, is a Hand worth taking.
But the poem doesn’t end there. Thompson then says this:
Halts by me that foot
fall:
Is my gloom, after
all,
Shade of His hand,
outstretched caressingly?
‘Ah, fondest, blindest, weakest,
I am He Whom thou seekest!’
I realized this week that I seek many things in life. Success in completing my master’s thesis (which
took up most of my time this week :)). Love from family and friends. Recognition from peers. Joy.
Happiness. Comfort. Safety.
And yet…when I look for the good things in life…I end up at
the feet of a Person.
Jesus.
Who promises more and better things from His hand than I
could ever find on my own. (Even if they
don’t look like it at the time.)
The Christmas season is right around the corner. Lest we think that the Hound of Heaven is a
poem and not a description of a reality, may we not forget that God took his
pursuit of us all the way to a manger.
And then to a cross.
And only in giving up what may seem to be
better in this life to follow the Savior will we find the fullest of lives.
* From Jeremiah, D. (2006). Captured by grace: No one is beyond the reach of a loving God. Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson. p. 108-109
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